Entries from September 2008

Tech-K reviews: RACE DRIVER GRID

Seppm08 17,2009 · Leave a Comment

Game name: Race Driver Grid
Developer: Codemasters

Publisher: Codemasters
Platform: PS3, PC, Xbox360, Nintendo DS

Reviewer: K Beneza

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Categories: Tech-K

Rain

Seppm08 17,2009 · Leave a Comment

The rain, how I hate it…

Complex visions of the past, must I see them again?

The rain, unforgiving and insulting…

its seems to beat me down further when I’m injured

The sickness I feel, my armor of cowardice

To retain an equal value of what I would have wanted

The rain, exclusive and taunting

keeping me from realizing one’s true value

The rain, ever watchful

enjoying my torment, my agony

My smile… forever lost

to glimpse what I would seek further

I want to know

if someone shares this hole.

straining my eyes

raining on my parade..

I feel empty towards repetitive days.

unable to find a shard of change

In the darkness I look up

open… and bring out the light

These wings… weren’t meant for flight

I’m soaking even as I fall deeper into this abyss

artificial… forever fake

Unable to glimpse the beauty of crimson

Dreams to violate the epitome of sin

release the wounds of one’s sordid mind

be the tormentor and not the tormented

The rain, forever active

able to grasp my weaknesses

An apple to forever dwell in the darkness of space…

Let me out…

No longer must I be protected by these walls…

Miracle… to mirage…

Persona Videl will take over….

Categories: Life as K

Didnt I say that I hated the rain?

Seppm08 17,2009 · Leave a Comment

Its been a long day…. met my client for my graphic designing crap… went to school to check on my grades… and accompanied Universe to the office… the day wasnt bright… I was depressed all day… I knew my personas wouldnt hold out… tons of problems… I really wanted to talk to someone… but nah…. its irrelevant and a waste of time… come to think about it, I keep saying that dont I?

Mr. Young bought my 8600 GT…. it served its purpose… but right now I’m enjoying the 8800 GT… Ive been practicing a lot lately… sadly… my portrait was screwed… I dont know if I’m cursed or what…

I cant help but wonder why it all broke down when I started on K… its too weird to be coincidential… I honestly dont know what kind of happiness I’m lookin for… its just too far… contentment is all I can ever have…

still cant forgive thy patriarch for the ass-dome… yeah…. lots of shit… I really hope I can grasp my sanity further… Den and I got soaked in the rain…. I guess its because I wanted to hear Videl talk…. he always had a plan for everything… right now… all I can do… is wait for a shard of light… I dont know my priorities anymore… FUCK IT…

I’m just so busy… I’m sick btw… I dont know if I can go to school tomorrow…. well whatever… my health is irrelevant… so fuck that as well… I’ve made up my mind…

Categories: Life as K